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以前……那不叫恨!
  

  以前……那不叫恨!

  ——天畅

  

  

    

  把H送上了火车.

    

  夜色阑珊,我依着车窗平静地回忆,昏黄的路灯一盏盏向身后划去……

    

  H是我的同学,从小学一直到高二都是.我那时常会抱怨:"既生我,何生他!"——因为H总比我优秀.我的作文一般都可以拿到95的高分,而他绝对是96、97分;投票选班委时,我的票数常常会过大半,而他的票数有一次却能超过全班的实际人数(一点也不夸张);我被老师表扬算是常事了,而老师们在表扬他时居然可以称赞他是无暇美玉……

    

  于是,我始终为头上这片"阴云"闹心,不停琢磨该如何改变那种令人痛心的"生存状态"!办法是一个接一个,但都没有起到实质性的效果.我一度故意在老师和同学们面前尽情自我表现,又是唱歌,又是讲演,还参加许多学校社团活动,目的只有一个:让大家觉得我才是最优秀的!结果——成绩下滑,老师把我请到了办公室,开口便是——"你应该向人家H同学好好学习!"天啊……我不想再听到这个名字了!

    

  所有手段都已用尽后,对他就只剩下"恨"了!而且这些手段也许太低级,往往会被拆穿,所以我那常常过半的选票逐渐变成了以个位数计算.郁闷呀,恨呀……最后只能在态度上表明立场了,那就是"势不两立",坚决不接触H同学!

    

  然而我的心里终归不能平静,毕竟他天天在我眼前晃悠呀.所以我只好暗暗观察,并且从此保持低调.很长一段时间过去了,我发现他依然保持着一贯保持的状态,话语不多,学习刻苦,待人平和……使我突然想起"严以律己,宽以待人"这句话,谁曾想,这句话居然就出现在老师给H同学的期末评语上.我近似于崩溃了!

    

  H同学的家境不太好,这一点我十分清楚.可是,仅仅因为这个原因,我对他的"恨"达到了极点!他的困窘是有目共睹的,但他为何还表现得那样从容?别人的怜悯和轻视为何在他那里仿佛烟云?这样以来,他就俨然是出世高人,我倒成了市井小民了.——坚决不可以!我完全不能容忍他这样的淡定,一定要让他的心里也掀起波澜.

    

  一个午后,我在借他的语文笔记本后面写了几句话,大概意思就是批评他太虚伪,假装深沉云云.……等待他爆发……等待着……

    

  过了几天,他朝我这边走来,表情严肃,我兴奋得不得了——"他终于装不下去了,嘿嘿!"

    

  "老师让你下午把板报办完!"他就说了这一句经典的中国话.

    

  我当时都想哭!!

    

  ……

p甜言蜜语情话:p    

  大学都毕业了,我继续读研究生,他工作了.从高三我转学离开那个学校,就没和他再联系了!

    

  这段时间里,我走得很顺,也没有了头上那片阴云……起初我是洋洋得意,后来我却很想感激他,因为我也变的淡定了,而且绝对没有伪装!

    

  友人把他的QQ号告诉了我,我小心的与他取得了联系,他很开心,当然也很意外!见面,那样融洽!

    

  今天就我一个人送他上了火车,就我一个人看着他离开故乡!我问自己:怎么会是我?我又回答自己:怎么不是我!!

    

  H同学,不,是哥们!最后我想告诉你,因为你,我又赢得了超过大半的选票,但我依然梦想票数能超过实际人数,像曾经的你一样!当然不是我还痴迷于无聊且狭隘的攀比,而是为了证明我那宽容的心更宽容了!

    

  谢谢!!一路顺风!!

    

    

  

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